I'm so sick.

Have you ever felt how your heart pumped blood when you're nervous? That feeling of being sick~. Well that happens to me all the time. It's driving me mad, I'm sure it's not normal. I thought I was actually sick but people said that it was nothing, the tests and that medical stuff say so, too; but it won't help me to control my daily cardiac arrest. Because everything makes me nervous now, that I feel lonely and I can't stand little things, my mind seems to play with me. Not really fun, huh? But what can I do? Meet Doctor House? I don't think so, although it could work, actually. I know people don't understand me and I'm fine with that, I guess.

I hope to get better before I die. -dramaqueen-